Sunday, May 29, 2011

Back to the happy days

Sometimes we have to do not what we want to do, but what we have to do.

It's not the choice that I would want, but it's the choice where both of us can be happy with.

Or at least you will be happier.

It is still a let down for me though, knowing what we could be...

The clouds I can handle. But I can’t fight with an eclipse. ~ Jacob Black, Eclipse

But I thank you for being honest, for telling everything out, for being truthful with your story. The honesty probably prevented anymore wounds from forming. I truly understand everything now.

The truth hurts, but I rather hear it than be lied to.

It's not a happy ending. Because it is not the ending yet. It's not the last page of the chapter yet.

Yeah... Cupid shot me pretty badly...

But I hold on, I stay strong, wondering if we still belong.

Even if it is small, there is still a glimmer of hope...

A hope that we can weather this storm...

When will the rain finally stop? When will the rainbow finally appear?

Until then... let's go back to the happy days now...
though I wish it would be happier days now instead...

And I care.

What I Did For Love



Kiss today goodbye
The sweetness and the sorrow
Wish me luck, the same to you
But I can't regret
What I did for love, what I did for love

Look my eyes are dry
The gift was ours to borrow
It's as if we always knew,
And I won't forget what I did for love,
What I did for love

Gone
Love is never gone
As we travel on,
Love's what we'll remember

Kiss today goodbye
And point me toward tomorrow
We did what we had to do
Won't forget, can't regret
What I did for love
What I did for love
What I did for love

Love is never gone
As we travel on
Love's what we'll remember

Kiss today goodbye
And point me toward tomorrow
We did what we had to do
Won't forget, can't regret
What I did for love
What I did for love
What I did for love

Glee Cast - What I Did For Love

Music speaks what words cannot express

Friday, May 27, 2011

Never Say Never



Some things we don't talk about,
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while

You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
[x6]

Picture you're queen of everything
Far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
I'll steady your hand

You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time, time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
[x6]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together,
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
[x12]

The Fray - Never Say Never (Don't Let Me Go)

Music speaks what words cannot express

Tears from Heaven

Somehow, it didn't really hurt me much yesterday. Maybe it was because I was feeling too determine and confident.

I woke up and the pain started.

Rain drops started to fall as I drove to college.

It was still early when I reach college. Alone in the car as the raindrops roll down the window, I considered my options left.

Being the good guy or being the bad guy.

I escape from college as soon as possible, fearing that my poker face won't be good enough.

This weather is one of my favourite. Bright and white sky, with a little drizzle.

Tears from heaven...

I sang my heart out in the car. For the first time, traffic jam didn't bother me.

Why does everything I do end up hurting myself and the ones that I care about?

Orientation for degree

Orientation for my degree program was yesterday. I could post some things about it but it doesn't really seem important.

In short, it was boring, tiring, awkward, boring and frustrating.

Today, it was registering for the subjects and timetables.

Nothing much either.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Pretending



Face to face, and heart to heart
We're so close, yet so far apart
I close my eyes, I look away
That's just because I'm not okay

But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending
will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

How long do I fantasize
Make believe that it's still alive
Imagine that I am good enough
And we can choose the ones we love

But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending
will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be

Keeping secrets safe
Every move we make
Seems like no one's letting go
And it's such a shame
Cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending
will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending
will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending
will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

Glee Cast - Pretending

Music speaks what words cannot express

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Chasing Cars



We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

Music speaks what words cannot express

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Don't Go Breaking My Heart



Don't go breaking my heart
I couldn't if I tried
Oh, honey if I get restless
Baby you're not that kind

Don't go breaking my heart
You take the weight off me
Oh, honey when you knock on my door
I gave you my key

Nobody knows it
When I was down
I was your clown
Nobody knows it
Right from the start
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart

So don't go breaking my heart
I won't go breaking your heart
Don't go breaking my heart

Nobody told us
Cause nobody showed us
And now it's up to us babe
Oh, I think we can make it

So don't misunderstand me
You put the light in my life
Oh, You put the spark to the flame
I've got your heart in my sights

Nobody knows it
But when I was down
I was your clown
Nobody knows it
Right from the start
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart

Don't go breaking my heart
I won't go breaking your heart
Don't go breaking my heart

Oh
I give you my heart

Don't go breaking my heart
I won't go breaking your heart
Don't go breaking my,
Don't go breaking my,
Don't go breaking my heart
Don't go breaking my,
Don't go breaking my heart
I won't go breaking your heart
Don't go breaking my heart
Don't go breaking my
I won't go breaking your heart
Don't go breaking my
Don't go breaking my heart

Oh... Yeah

Glee Cast - Don't Go Breaking My Heart

Music speaks what words cannot express

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I Love You



La la, la la la la
La la, la la la

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you
And I, I like the way
You're such a star
But that's not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

La la, la la la la
La la, la la la

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that's not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Yeah Oh... Oh...
Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
You

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

La la, la la la la (oh oh)
La la, la la la (That's why I love you)
La la, la la la la (oh oh)
La la, la la la (That's why I love you)

Avril Lavigne - I Love You

Music speaks what words cannot express

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Post birthday celebration + the movie Paul

So me, sher, huey, kyan, ky, rick, and kang swee went to Mid Valley today for my post birthday celebration.

We ate our lunch at the Gardens restaurant. Ordered spaghetti carbonara which was quite delicious.

After lunch, we went to the arcade where some of us played Daytona.

Then, we watched the movie Paul (just because it had the same name I guess).




Actually, when I saw the trailer of this movie, I didn't really find it very funny. And this applies to the whole movie. The movie is kinda stupid with some lame jokes. There is some funny parts though. The story is average and quite predictable.

But what I really don't like about this movie is its negative contents. There are so many bad words being used in the movie. Besides that, there is the influence of smoking and not believing in God. Definitely not a good movie to watch if you are easily influence. And we now know why it is rated age 18 and above movie.

Overall, I wouldn't recommend it. 7/10

That's probably a higher rating than I should be giving.

And it's not because of the movie name...

***
When we decided to go back, me, sher, kyan and huey actually forgotten where the car was parked at. OMG. We spent around half an hour retracing our steps. We literally saw light when we found the right way to the parking zone which the car was parked at. LOL.

***

Thanks to you all for the celebration and lunch. And thanks to the organizer, huey, who was also driver for the day.

***

Sometimes, we have to roll the dice.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

The final conclusion of your chapter


If we go down this path, there will be more obstacles ahead. However, they are just problems that can be overcome and challenges to test us.

The world is gonna throw us a million reasons why it isn't gonna work out between us but I am armed with 1 reason why it will. I LOVE YOU!

Don't forget that.

It is the end of your chapter.

Hope to see you again in the next chapter of my story.

Friday, May 13, 2011

If

If you are sad, I want to be the one that puts a smile back on your face.

If you are happy, I want to be the one that shares your happiness and laughs with you.

If you are disappointed, I want to be the one that comforts you and cheers you up.

If you are worried, I want to be the one that makes you calm and settles your nerves.

If you are demotivated, I want to be the one that supports you and keeps you going.

If you are angry, I want to be the one that hears your complaints and puts out the fire.

If you are lonely, I want to be the one that is by your side keeping you company.

If you are scared, I want to be the one that protects you and keeps you safe.

If you are hurt, I want to be the one fixes you.

If you are smiling, I want to be the reason behind it.

If you are crying, I want to be the one that wipes away your tears.

If you are doubtful, I want to be the one that helps you to see clearer.

If you are uncertain, I want to be the one that stands by your decision.

If you are lost, I want to be the one that finds you and leads you out of the maze.

If you are going through a tough time, I want to be the one that helps you conquer every battle.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Your Call



Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[x4]

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight


Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Music speaks what words cannot express

Borderline/Open Your Heart



Something in the way you love me won't let me be
I don't want to be your prisoner so baby won't you set me free
Stop playin' with my heart
Finish what you start
When you make my love come down
If you want me let me know
Baby, let it show
Honey, don't you fool around
Don't try to resist me

Open your heart to me, baby
I'll hold the lock and you hold the key
Open your heart to me, darlin'
I'll give you love if you, you turn the key

Something in your eyes is makin' such a fool of me
You're making me, you're making such a fool of me
I see you on the street and you walk on by
You're on the street, I see you when you walk on by

When you hold me in your arms you love me till I just can't see.
Ohhh
So you choose to look the other way
Well I've got something to say

Open your heart to me, baby
I'll hold the lock and you hold the key
Open your heart to me, darlin'
I'll give you love if you, you turn the key

Open your heart, I'll make you love me
I'll hold the lock and you hold the key
Open your heart to me, darlin'
I'll give you love if you, you turn the key
Ohh-Ohhh
Open your heart with the key


Glee Cast - Borderline/Open Your Heart

Music speaks what words cannot express

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Fast and Furious 5

Went to see Fast and Furious 5 (aka Fast Five) with Rick.

I haven't seen any of the previous four Fast and Furious movies. However, I decided to watch this one since the trailer was catchy and many people who have seen it said it was nice.

This 2 hours and 12 minutes movie is fill with action from the start to the end. The early part of the movie will show lots of action revolving around a train. Seeing that much action on the beginning of the movie certain puts an expectation on the rest of the movie.


It didn't disappoint though. The story was entertaining with enough suspense to keep the audience glue to the screen.

2 big, strong, mean looking guys. Their acting will definitely be love in the movie. Besides that, the other minor characters also give the movie more things to laugh about.


Overall, it is a really great movie that shouldn't be missed. The characters, action, comedy, cars and destruction all adds up to make this one really good action movie.

9/10

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Nothin On You



Everywhere I go, I'm always hearing your name
and no matter where I'm at, girl you make me wanna sing
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you're the one to blame

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)
nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)
they might say hi (hi) and I might say hey (hey)
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)
nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)

B.o.B ft. Bruno Mars - Nothin On You

Music speaks what words cannot express

Monday, May 9, 2011

8/5/11

Lunch with family.
I have no idea why this picture is upside down @@

Chicken, bacon and wedges

Fried fish


Lamb shank and mash potatoes

And finally got a new watch ^^

***

Coming from you definitely sounds much better than all the rest combined. The difference between the wishes is you.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Vulnerable



Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in,
because it's cold outside (cold outside, it's cold outside).
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
because it's cold inside (cold inside, it's cold inside).

And your slowly shaking finger tips
show that you're scared like me.
So, let's pretend we're alone.
And I know you may be scared
and I know we're unprepared,
but I don't care.

Tell me, tell me,
what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.

I was born to tell you I love you.
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality.
And it's true, I can't go on without you,
your smile makes me see clearer.
If you could only see in the mirror what I see.

And your slowly shaking finger tips
show that you're scared like me.
So, let's pretend we're alone.
And I know you may be scared
and I know we're unprepared,
but I don't care.

Tell me, tell me,
what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.

Slow down, girl,
you're not going anywhere.
Just wait around and see.
Maybe I'm much more, you never know what lies ahead.
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything.
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed.
I can be anyone, anything.
I promise I can be what you need.

Tell me, tell me,
what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.


Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable

Music speaks what words cannot express

Friday, May 6, 2011

The unknown song




Seriously, I have no idea what the song is about. I'm not even 100% sure whether it is in Spanish.

All that I know is hearing just 30 seconds part of the song on a random youtube video is enough to get me addicted to it. I find it really touching.

And it somehow inspired me.

Because it kinda explains to me our current relationship. The chapter of you in my story.

To me, this song sounds bittersweet.

Just like how we struggled with our feelings, our confusion, and the different obstacles; yet the moments themselves were so pleasant.

Knowing that I might not succeed even though we both may wish that I would.

This song sounds like it should be played during an ending, when the memories will flash back. The struggles, confusion, obstacles and of course the good moments. Whether or not there will be a new chapter, only time will tell.

And hopefully, it will be a good conclusion to this chapter.

Life is like a book. Everyday has a new page with adventures to tell, things to learn and tales to remember.

Monday, May 2, 2011

I'll Stand By You

Glee The Music, Vol 2 03 I Ll ...


Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Glee Cast - I'll Stand By You

Music speaks what words cannot express