Friday, December 30, 2016

Monday, December 26, 2016

Friday, December 16, 2016

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Wednesday, December 7, 2016

Monday, December 5, 2016

Sunday, October 16, 2016

A dream that would not come true

It can only be a a longing dream

It can only be a hopeless wish

It can only be a unrequited desire

It can only be an unanswered question

It can only be an unobtainable target

It can only be an untouchable star

It can only be an unreachable destination

It can only be an impossible to win battle

It can only be a dream that would not come true

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Treat You Better


I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you
And you can tell me if I'm off
But I see it on your face
When you say that he's the one that you want
And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop

I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

I'll stop time for you
The second you say you'd like me too
I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing
Baby, just to wake up with you
Would be everything I need and this could be so different
Tell me what you want to do

'Cause I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

Better than he can

Give me a sign
Take my hand, we'll be fine
Promise I won't let you down
Just know that you don't
Have to do this alone
Promise I'll never let you down

'Cause I know I can treat you better than he can
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with me instead
I know I can treat you better
Better than he can

Better than he can
Better than he can

Shawn Mendes - Treat You Better

Music speaks what words cannot express

Sunday, October 9, 2016

Sunday, October 2, 2016

Monday, September 19, 2016

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Sunday, July 31, 2016

Never good enough

I will never be good enough.

Because in your eyes, I am never good enough.

No matter what I do, or how much effort I put in,

it's just not good enough for you.

You only choose to complain, focus on the negative and belittle the things I do.

You choose to talk bad about me instead of praising my good.

You choose to ignore the things that should be appreciated.

You don't show your appreciation or notice the things I do.

And that is why I will never be good enough for you

or good enough for them

or good enough for anyone.

Friday, July 22, 2016

Sunday, July 17, 2016

If you look closely

If you look closely, you can see my smile is a little too fake,

my laughter is a little too forced,

my voice is a little too uneasy,

my breath is a little too uneven,

my body a little too restless,

my hands a little too shaken,

my eyes a little too dim,

and my face a little too sad,

Friday, July 15, 2016

Thursday, June 30, 2016

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Rock Bottom


What are we fighting for?
Seems like we do it just for fun
In this, this stupid war
We play hard with our plastic guns

Breathe deep, bottle it up
So deep until it's all we got
Don't speak, just use your touch
Don't speak before we say too much

You hate me now and I feel the same way
You love me now and I feel the same way
Scream and we shout
And make up the same day, same day

Oh, we're on the right side of rock bottom
And I hope that we keep falling
We're on the good side of bad karma
'Cause we keep on coming back for more
We're on the right side of rock bottom
And to you I just keep crawling
You're the best kind of bad something
'Cause we keep on coming back for more

You get under my skin
More than anyone's ever been
But when we lay in bed
You hold me harder till I forget

You hate me now and I feel the same way
You love me now and I feel the same way
Scream and we shout
And make up the same day, same day

Oh, we're on the right side of rock bottom
And I hope that we keep falling
We're on the good side of bad karma
'Cause we keep on coming back for more
We're on the right side of rock bottom
And to you I just keep crawling
You're the best kind of bad something
'Cause we keep on coming back for more
Keep on coming back for more
'Cause we keep on coming back for more

What are we fighting for?
Seems like we do it just for fun
In this, this stupid war
We play hard with our plastic guns

Oh, we're on the right side of rock bottom
And I hope that we keep falling
We're on the good side of bad karma
'Cause we keep on coming back for more
We're on the right side of rock bottom
And to you I just keep crawling
You're the best kind of bad something
'Cause we keep on coming back for more
Keep on coming back for more
'Cause we keep on coming back for more
Keep on coming back for more
'Cause we keep on coming back for more

Hailee Steinfeld ft . DNCE - Rock Bottom

Music speaks what words cannot express

Sunday, June 19, 2016

The Town Without Me

When I get bigger, big enough to go somewhere by myself, I want to go to a land that’s far away.

I want to go to a faraway island. I want to go to an island that has no people.

I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.

On that island, I can climb a tree when I want to climb, swim in the sea when I want to swim, and sleep when I want to sleep.

When I think about the town without me, I feel a sense of relief.

I want to go far, far away.

The Town Without Me by Hinazuki Kayo

Saturday, June 18, 2016

Say Something



Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I... will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-Ooh)
Say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something...

A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera - Say Something

Music speaks what words cannot express

Friday, June 10, 2016

Sunday, June 5, 2016

I love you, but I forgot to love myself

I took care of you, but I forgot to look after myself.

I worried about you, but I forgot to worry about my own things.

I put you as my priority, but I forgot other important things that I have.

I helped you the best I can, but I forgot that I needed someone to help me too.

I was there for you, but I forgot that I needed someone to be by my side too.

I gave you the things you want and need, but I forgot that I have my own needs too.

I prayed for your safety and health, but I forgot that I was also human.

I helped you with the problems you face, but I forgot that I faced obstacles too.

I stood by your side through your difficult times, but I forgot to face my own difficulties.

I encouraged you with your decisions, but I forgot that I needed support too.

I put myself in your shoes and considered your feelings, but I forgot that I had my own opinions and feelings too.

I love you, but I forgot to love myself.

So tired

Friday, June 3, 2016

Mask

Sunday, May 22, 2016

Friday, May 20, 2016

I lost my smile

I lost my ability to laugh

I lost my desire for jokes

I lost my mind to be positive

I lost my strength to fight

I lost my will to be hopeful

I lost my feeling to be happy

I lost my smile

Sunday, May 15, 2016

Sunday, May 1, 2016

Saturday, April 23, 2016

Sunday, April 17, 2016

Wherever You Are



For a while we pretended
That we never had to end it
But we knew we'd have to say goodbye
You were crying at the airport
When they finally closed the plane door
I could barely hold it all inside

Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are

I could fly a thousand oceans
But there's nothing that compares to
What we had, and so I walk alone

I wish I didn't have to be gone
Maybe you've already moved on
But the truth is I don't want to know

Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are

You can say we'll be together
Someday
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing stays the same
So why can't I stop feeling this way

Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are

5 Seconds of Summer - Wherever You Are

Music speaks what words cannot express

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

Thank you for the borrowed but limited time where forever is found

It feels like living a life of a happy kid.

No worries, no stress, no pressure.

No rushing, no hurry, no urgency.

In this short and limited time frame, it feels like living someone else's life.

Every second that the clock tick sounds precious.

Every hour that passes moves closer to a deadline.

Every day numbered.

It feels like living a dream that has to come to an end.

A dream too good to be true, and too short to last.

It is just a countdown to the moment where the dream ends.

So thank you for the borrowed but limited time.

Where forever is found.

Sunday, April 10, 2016

The distance that separates us

I can only stare.

I can only watch.

I can only observe.

Bounded and constrained by boundaries, responsibilities and fear.

Powerless and helpless to draw any closer.

I stand motionless.

Unable to break free from these bonds.

Unable to break through the crowd.

Unable to close the distance.

The distance that separates us.

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Grew up

There was once a happy child,

But he grew up.

Saturday, April 2, 2016

Friday, March 25, 2016

Friday, March 11, 2016

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

Grateful


Friday, March 4, 2016

Far out of reach

Watching from afar

Staring from a distance

Blocked by the crowds

Unable to close the gap

Unable to narrow the distance

Unable to grasp

Far out of reach

Friday, February 26, 2016

Sunday, February 21, 2016

Friday, February 19, 2016

Saturday, February 6, 2016

Again & Again



Lie down on ground, to talk to bright sky
A shooting star dashed through the deep sky

Blurred eyes with tears caught your heart and so

Never turn back
Like playful mind of a child, we are changing
Fly with invisible wings together now

Your temperature is a little below normal
But we can feel warm
In a secret terminal

At the ticket gate in the crowd
Hello, goodbye
Again and again

See into the future
With a telescope
Stay here

Plastic Memories - Again & Again

Music speaks what words cannot express

Friday, January 22, 2016

Sunday, January 17, 2016

Friday, January 15, 2016

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Sunday, January 3, 2016

When We Were Young



Everybody loves the things you do
From the way you talk
To the way you move
Everybody here is watching you
Cause you feel like home
You're like a dream come true
But if by chance you're here alone
Can I have a moment
Before I go?
Cause I've been by myself all night long
Hoping you're someone I used to know

You look like a movie
You sound like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
We were sad of getting old
It made us restless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song

I was so scared to face my fears
Cause nobody told me that you'd be here
And I swear you moved overseas
That's what you said, when you left me

You still look like a movie
You still sound like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
We were sad of getting old
It made us restless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song

When we were young
When we were young
When we were young
When we were young

It's hard to admit that
Everything just takes me back
To when you were there
To when you were there
And a part of me keeps holding on
Just in case it hasn't gone
I guess I still care
Do you still care?

It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

When we were young
When we were young
When we were young
When we were young

Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
We were sad of getting old
It made us restless
I'm so mad I'm getting old
It makes me reckless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
When we were young

Adele - When We Were Young

Music speaks what words cannot express

Friday, January 1, 2016