Back to the happy days

Sometimes we have to do not what we want to do, but what we have to do.

It's not the choice that I would want, but it's the choice where both of us can be happy with.

Or at least you will be happier.

It is still a let down for me though, knowing what we could be...

The clouds I can handle. But I can’t fight with an eclipse. ~ Jacob Black, Eclipse

But I thank you for being honest, for telling everything out, for being truthful with your story. The honesty probably prevented anymore wounds from forming. I truly understand everything now.

The truth hurts, but I rather hear it than be lied to.

It's not a happy ending. Because it is not the ending yet. It's not the last page of the chapter yet.

Yeah... Cupid shot me pretty badly...

But I hold on, I stay strong, wondering if we still belong.

Even if it is small, there is still a glimmer of hope...

A hope that we can weather this storm...

When will the rain finally stop? When will the rainbow finally appear?

Until then... let's go back to the happy days now...

though I wish it would be happier days now instead...

And I care.

What I Did For Love

Kiss today goodbye

The sweetness and the sorrow

Wish me luck, the same to you

But I can't regret

What I did for love, what I did for love

Look my eyes are dry

The gift was ours to borrow

It's as if we always knew,

And I won't forget what I did for love,

What I did for love

Gone

Love is never gone

As we travel on,

Love's what we'll remember

Kiss today goodbye

And point me toward tomorrow

We did what we had to do

Won't forget, can't regret

What I did for love

What I did for love

What I did for love

Love is never gone

As we travel on

Love's what we'll remember

Kiss today goodbye

And point me toward tomorrow

We did what we had to do

Won't forget, can't regret

What I did for love

What I did for love

What I did for love

Glee Cast - What I Did For Love

Music speaks what words cannot express

Never Say Never

Some things we don't talk about,

Rather do without and just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of, together all the while

You can never say never

While we don't know when

But time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

[x6]

Picture you're queen of everything

Far as the eye can see under your command

I will be your guardian when all is crumbling

I'll steady your hand

You can never say never

While we don't know when

But time, time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

[x6]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together,

Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go

[x12]

The Fray - Never Say Never (Don't Let Me Go)

Music speaks what words cannot express

Tears from Heaven

Somehow, it didn't really hurt me much yesterday. Maybe it was because I was feeling too determine and confident.

I woke up and the pain started.

Rain drops started to fall as I drove to college.

It was still early when I reach college. Alone in the car as the raindrops roll down the window, I considered my options left.

Being the good guy or being the bad guy.

I escape from college as soon as possible, fearing that my poker face won't be good enough.

This weather is one of my favourite. Bright and white sky, with a little drizzle.

Tears from heaven...

I sang my heart out in the car. For the first time, traffic jam didn't bother me.

Why does everything I do end up hurting myself and the ones that I care about?

Orientation for degree

Orientation for my degree program was yesterday. I could post some things about it but it doesn't really seem important.

In short, it was boring, tiring, awkward, boring and frustrating.

Today, it was registering for the subjects and timetables.

Nothing much either.

Pretending

Face to face, and heart to heart

We're so close, yet so far apart

I close my eyes, I look away

That's just because I'm not okay

But I hold on, I stay strong

Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

How long do I fantasize

Make believe that it's still alive

Imagine that I am good enough

And we can choose the ones we love

But I hold on, I stay strong

Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be

Keeping secrets safe

Every move we make

Seems like no one's letting go

And it's such a shame

Cause if you feel the same

How am I supposed to know

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

Glee Cast - Pretending

Music speaks what words cannot express

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all

Everything

On our own

We don't need

Anything

Or anyone

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know

How to say

How I feel

Those three words

Are said too much

They're not enough

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time

Chasing cars

Around our heads

I need your grace

To remind me

To find my own

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am

All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where

Confused about how as well

Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

Music speaks what words cannot express

Don't Go Breaking My Heart

Don't go breaking my heart

I couldn't if I tried

Oh, honey if I get restless

Baby you're not that kind

Don't go breaking my heart

You take the weight off me

Oh, honey when you knock on my door

I gave you my key

Nobody knows it

When I was down

I was your clown

Nobody knows it

Right from the start

I gave you my heart

I gave you my heart

So don't go breaking my heart

I won't go breaking your heart

Don't go breaking my heart

Nobody told us

Cause nobody showed us

And now it's up to us babe

Oh, I think we can make it

So don't misunderstand me

You put the light in my life

Oh, You put the spark to the flame

I've got your heart in my sights

Nobody knows it

But when I was down

I was your clown

Nobody knows it

Right from the start

I gave you my heart

I gave you my heart

Don't go breaking my heart

I won't go breaking your heart

Don't go breaking my heart

Oh

I give you my heart

Don't go breaking my heart

I won't go breaking your heart

Don't go breaking my,

Don't go breaking my,

Don't go breaking my heart

Don't go breaking my,

Don't go breaking my heart

I won't go breaking your heart

Don't go breaking my heart

Don't go breaking my

I won't go breaking your heart

Don't go breaking my

Don't go breaking my heart

Oh... Yeah

Glee Cast - Don't Go Breaking My Heart

Music speaks what words cannot express

I Love You

La la, la la la la

La la, la la la

I like your smile

I like your vibe

I like your style

But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way

You're such a star

But that's not why I love you

Hey

Do you feel, do you feel me?

Do you feel what I feel, too?

Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

You're so beautiful

But that's not why I love you

I'm not sure you know

That the reason I love you is you

Being you

Just you

Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through

And that's why I love you

La la, la la la la

La la, la la la

I like the way you misbehave

When we get wasted

But that's not why I love you

And how you keep your cool

When I am complicated

But that's not why I love you

Hey

Do you feel, do you feel me?

Do you feel what I feel, too?

Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

You're so beautiful

But that's not why I love you

And I'm not sure you know

That the reason I love you is you

Being you

Just you

Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through

And that's why I love you

Yeah Oh... Oh...

Even though we didn't make it through

I am always here for you

You

You're so beautiful

But that's not why I love you

I'm not sure you know

That the reason I love you is you

Being you

Just you

Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through

And that's why I love you

La la, la la la la (oh oh)

La la, la la la (That's why I love you)

La la, la la la la (oh oh)

La la, la la la (That's why I love you)

Avril Lavigne - I Love You

Music speaks what words cannot express

♥

Post birthday celebration + the movie Paul

So me, sher, huey, kyan, ky, rick, and kang swee went to Mid Valley today for my post birthday celebration.

We ate our lunch at the Gardens restaurant. Ordered spaghetti carbonara which was quite delicious.

After lunch, we went to the arcade where some of us played Daytona.

Then, we watched the movie Paul (just because it had the same name I guess).

Actually, when I saw the trailer of this movie, I didn't really find it very funny. And this applies to the whole movie. The movie is kinda stupid with some lame jokes. There is some funny parts though. The story is average and quite predictable.

But what I really don't like about this movie is its negative contents. There are so many bad words being used in the movie. Besides that, there is the influence of smoking and not believing in God. Definitely not a good movie to watch if you are easily influence. And we now know why it is rated age 18 and above movie.

Overall, I wouldn't recommend it. 7/10

That's probably a higher rating than I should be giving.

And it's not because of the movie name...

***

When we decided to go back, me, sher, kyan and huey actually forgotten where the car was parked at. OMG. We spent around half an hour retracing our steps. We literally saw light when we found the right way to the parking zone which the car was parked at. LOL.

***

Thanks to you all for the celebration and lunch. And thanks to the organizer, huey, who was also driver for the day.

***

Sometimes, we have to roll the dice.

The final conclusion of your chapter

If we go down this path, there will be more obstacles ahead. However, they are just problems that can be overcome and challenges to test us.

The world is gonna throw us a million reasons why it isn't gonna work out between us but I am armed with 1 reason why it will. I LOVE YOU!

Don't forget that.

It is the end of your chapter.

Hope to see you again in the next chapter of my story.

If

If you are sad, I want to be the one that puts a smile back on your face.

If you are happy, I want to be the one that shares your happiness and laughs with you.

If you are disappointed, I want to be the one that comforts you and cheers you up.

If you are worried, I want to be the one that makes you calm and settles your nerves.

If you are demotivated, I want to be the one that supports you and keeps you going.

If you are angry, I want to be the one that hears your complaints and puts out the fire.

If you are lonely, I want to be the one that is by your side keeping you company.

If you are scared, I want to be the one that protects you and keeps you safe.

If you are hurt, I want to be the one fixes you.

If you are smiling, I want to be the reason behind it.

If you are crying, I want to be the one that wipes away your tears.

If you are doubtful, I want to be the one that helps you to see clearer.

If you are uncertain, I want to be the one that stands by your decision.

If you are lost, I want to be the one that finds you and leads you out of the maze.

If you are going through a tough time, I want to be the one that helps you conquer every battle.

Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

Call I'm desperate for your voice

Listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Cause every breath that you will take

When you are sitting next to me

Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?

(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone

and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

[x4]

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Music speaks what words cannot express

Borderline/Open Your Heart

Something in the way you love me won't let me be

I don't want to be your prisoner so baby won't you set me free

Stop playin' with my heart

Finish what you start

When you make my love come down

If you want me let me know

Baby, let it show

Honey, don't you fool around

Don't try to resist me

Open your heart to me, baby

I'll hold the lock and you hold the key

Open your heart to me, darlin'

I'll give you love if you, you turn the key

Something in your eyes is makin' such a fool of me

You're making me, you're making such a fool of me

I see you on the street and you walk on by

You're on the street, I see you when you walk on by

When you hold me in your arms you love me till I just can't see.

Ohhh

So you choose to look the other way

Well I've got something to say

Open your heart to me, baby

I'll hold the lock and you hold the key

Open your heart to me, darlin'

I'll give you love if you, you turn the key

Open your heart, I'll make you love me

I'll hold the lock and you hold the key

Open your heart to me, darlin'

I'll give you love if you, you turn the key

Ohh-Ohhh

Open your heart with the key

Glee Cast - Borderline/Open Your Heart

Music speaks what words cannot express

Fast and Furious 5

Went to see Fast and Furious 5 (aka Fast Five) with Rick.

I haven't seen any of the previous four Fast and Furious movies. However, I decided to watch this one since the trailer was catchy and many people who have seen it said it was nice.

This 2 hours and 12 minutes movie is fill with action from the start to the end. The early part of the movie will show lots of action revolving around a train. Seeing that much action on the beginning of the movie certain puts an expectation on the rest of the movie.

It didn't disappoint though. The story was entertaining with enough suspense to keep the audience glue to the screen.

2 big, strong, mean looking guys. Their acting will definitely be love in the movie. Besides that, the other minor characters also give the movie more things to laugh about.

Overall, it is a really great movie that shouldn't be missed. The characters, action, comedy, cars and destruction all adds up to make this one really good action movie.

9/10

Nothin On You

Everywhere I go, I'm always hearing your name

and no matter where I'm at, girl you make me wanna sing

whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train

no other girls on my brain and you're the one to blame

Beautiful girls all over the world

I could be chasing but my time would be wasted

they got nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)

nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)

they might say hi (hi) and I might say hey (hey)

but you shouldn't worry about what they say

cause they got nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)

nothing on you baby (not not not nothing on you babe, not nothing on you)

B.o.B ft. Bruno Mars - Nothin On You

Music speaks what words cannot express

8/5/11

Lunch with family.

I have no idea why this picture is upside down @@

Chicken, bacon and wedges

Fried fish

Lamb shank and mash potatoes

And finally got a new watch ^^

***

Coming from you definitely sounds much better than all the rest combined. The difference between the wishes is you.

Vulnerable

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in,

because it's cold outside (cold outside, it's cold outside).

Share with me the secrets that you kept in

because it's cold inside (cold inside, it's cold inside).

And your slowly shaking finger tips

show that you're scared like me.

So, let's pretend we're alone.

And I know you may be scared

and I know we're unprepared,

but I don't care.

Tell me, tell me,

what makes you think that you are invincible?

I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.

Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.

Impossible.

I was born to tell you I love you.

Isn't that a song already?

I get a B in originality.

And it's true, I can't go on without you,

your smile makes me see clearer.

If you could only see in the mirror what I see.

And your slowly shaking finger tips

show that you're scared like me.

So, let's pretend we're alone.

And I know you may be scared

and I know we're unprepared,

but I don't care.

Tell me, tell me,

what makes you think that you are invincible?

I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.

Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.

Impossible.

Slow down, girl,

you're not going anywhere.

Just wait around and see.

Maybe I'm much more, you never know what lies ahead.

I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything.

Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed.

I can be anyone, anything.

I promise I can be what you need.

Tell me, tell me,

what makes you think that you are invincible?

I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.

Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.

Impossible.

Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable

Music speaks what words cannot express

The unknown song

Seriously, I have no idea what the song is about. I'm not even 100% sure whether it is in Spanish.

All that I know is hearing just 30 seconds part of the song on a random youtube video is enough to get me addicted to it. I find it really touching.

And it somehow inspired me.

Because it kinda explains to me our current relationship. The chapter of you in my story.

To me, this song sounds bittersweet.

Just like how we struggled with our feelings, our confusion, and the different obstacles; yet the moments themselves were so pleasant.

Knowing that I might not succeed even though we both may wish that I would.

This song sounds like it should be played during an ending, when the memories will flash back. The struggles, confusion, obstacles and of course the good moments. Whether or not there will be a new chapter, only time will tell.

And hopefully, it will be a good conclusion to this chapter.

Life is like a book. Everyday has a new page with adventures to tell, things to learn and tales to remember.

I'll Stand By You

Glee The Music, Vol 2 03 I Ll ...

Oh, why you look so sad?

Tears are in your eyes

Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry

Let me see you through

'cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you

You don't know what to do

Nothing you confess

Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad

Don't hold it all inside

Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?

I get angry too

Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads

And don't know which path to choose

Let me come along

'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour

And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

And when...

When the night falls on you, baby

You're feeling all alone

You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour

And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

Glee Cast - I'll Stand By You

Music speaks what words cannot express