What 2013 taught me

It's amazing how stupid you can be when you're in love

No matter how one-sided or stupid or illogical it is,

you are willing to do anything,

you are willing to sacrifice everything,

you are willing to put that person first in everything,

just because you are truly in love with that person,

and nobody else but you will seem to understand or rationalize what you do.

Love is blind, and it makes you the one who is stupid in love.

All I want for Christmas is

Life is unfair

Life is just unfair.

Infected

I knew exactly what this is, yet I can't describe it.

I knew exactly how I got it, yet I can't get rid of it.

I knew exactly how it felt, yet I can't bypass it.

I knew exactly why I'm infected by it, yet I can't find the cure.

The medicine, the cure, the antidote is no where to be found.

Nothing seems to be healing it.

No amount of time seems to be relieving the pain.

Nobody seems to be patching up the wounds.

I guess I'm just infected by it.