Sunday, December 27, 2015

Thursday, December 24, 2015

No one will understand

No one can understand

No one will understand

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Sunday, December 13, 2015

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Big Girls Cry



Tough girl
In the fast lane
No time for love
No time for hate
No drama no time
For games
Tough girl
Whose soul aches

I'm at home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It's agony

I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

Tough girl
I'm in pain
It's lonely at the top
Blackouts and airplanes
I still pour you a glass of champagne
Tough girl
Whose soul aches

I'm at home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It's agony

I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking

I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up,
I wake up alone

I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

Sia - Big Girls Cry

Music speaks what words cannot express

Saturday, November 21, 2015

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Home ~in this corner~


You can call my name 
Whenever you're feeling down and blue 
You don't know how to smile 
I know how hard it is 
I'll make you feel alright 
I remember the day I sat with you in this corner 

Alone in front of you 
Oh! I don't know the words 
Because anywhere is your home 
Your sweet home 
No matter where you are 
This thing it's home 
It's incredible 
All my friends came home again 
Sometimes you can not avoid the heavy snow 
as long as you're alive 

You might lose your luck
Whenever you're feeling down and blue 
You don't know how to smile 
I know how hard it is 
I'll make you feel alright 
I remember the day I sat with you in this corner 

I touched your feeling inside 
You're shifting in my eyes 
Drifting away 
Don't get stuck in sorrow 
Get over the things from the past 
I'll watch your back

Alone in front of you 
Oh! I don't know the words 
Because anywhere is your home 
Your sweet home 
No matter where you are 
This thing it's home 
It's incredible 
All my friends came home again 
Sometimes you can not avoid the heavy snow 
as long as you're alive

Leina - Home ~in this corner~

Music speaks what words cannot express

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Sunday, September 27, 2015

Thursday, September 24, 2015

Thursday, September 3, 2015

Quiet


Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Locked Away



If I got locked away
And we lost it all today
Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?

Right about now
If a judge for life me would you stay by my side?
Or is you gonna say goodbye?
Can you tell me right now?
If I couldn't buy you the fancy things in life
Shawty, would it be alright?
Come and show me that you are down

Now tell me would you really ride for me?
Baby tell me would you die for me?
Would you spend your whole life with me?
Would you be there to always hold me down?
Tell me would you really cry for me?
Baby don't lie to me
If I didn't have anything
I wanna know would you stick around?

If I got locked away
And we lost it all today
Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?

All I want is somebody real who don't need much
A gal I know that I can trust
To be here when money low
If I did not have nothing else to give but love
Would that even be enough?
Gal meh need fi know

Now tell me would you really ride for me?
Baby tell me would you die for me?
Would you spend your whole life with me?
Would you be there to always hold me down?
Tell me would you really cry for me?
Baby don't lie to me
If I didn't have anything
I wanna know would you stick around?

If I got locked away
And we lost it all today
Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?

Tell me, tell me, would you want me? (Want me!)
Tell me, tell me, would you call me? (Call me!)
If you knew I wasn't ballin'
Cause I need a gal who's always by my side
Tell me, tell me, do you need me? (Need me)
Tell me, tell me, do you love me yeah?
Or is you just tryna play me?
Cause I need a girl to hold me down for life

If I got locked away
And we lost it all today
Tell me honestly would you still love me the same?
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly would you still love me the same?

If I got locked away
And we lost it all today
Tell me honestly would you still love me the same?
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly would you still love me the same?

Would you still love me the same?

R. City ft. Adam Levine - Locked Away

Music speaks what words cannot express

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Sunday, July 19, 2015

What is left to look forward to

The sun will rise again, but it will also set again.

The darkness will turn to daylight, but darkness will still fall at the end of the day.

All bad things will come to an end, but all good things will also come to an end.

We look forward and anticipate the good things to come, yet there are also bad things to come which are unavoidable.

We look forward and hope for the good things to enjoy in life,

However, when it all passes and ends, what is left to look forward to?

Thursday, July 16, 2015

Sunday, July 5, 2015

Friday, July 3, 2015

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Shout


Sunday, May 31, 2015

Photograph



Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home [4x]

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

Ed Sheeran - Photograph

Music speaks what words cannot express

Monday, May 18, 2015

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Monday, May 11, 2015

Friday, May 8, 2015

Monday, May 4, 2015

Friday, April 24, 2015

Sunday, April 19, 2015

Friday, April 17, 2015

The one that loves the most gets hurts the most

The person that loves the most,

cares the most,

helps the most,

sacrifices the most,

gives the most.

is also the person who gets hurts the most.


Monday, April 13, 2015

Friday, April 10, 2015

Sunday, April 5, 2015

It's just how things are done

An experimenter puts 5 monkeys in a large cage. High up at the top of the cage, well beyond the reach of the monkeys, is a bunch of bananas. Underneath the bananas is a ladder.

The monkeys immediately spot the bananas and one begins to climb the ladder. As he does, however, the experimenter sprays him with a stream of cold water. Then, he proceeds to spray each of the other monkeys.

The monkey on the ladder scrambles off. And all 5 sit for a time on the floor, wet, cold, and bewildered. Soon, though, the temptation of the bananas is too great, and another monkey begins to climb the ladder. Again, the experimenter sprays the ambitious monkey with cold water and all the other monkeys as well. When a third monkey tries to climb the ladder, the other monkeys, wanting to avoid the cold spray, pull him off the ladder and beat him.

Now one monkey is removed and a new monkey is introduced to the cage. Spotting the bananas, he naively begins to climb the ladder. Immediately, the others pulled him down and beat him up. After several beatings, the new monkey learned never to go up the ladder, even though there was no evident reason not to, aside from the beatings.

Here’s where it gets interesting. The experimenter removes a second one of the original monkeys from the cage and replaces him with a new monkey. Again, the new monkey begins to climb the ladder and, again, the other monkeys pull him off and beat him – including the monkey who had never been sprayed. A third monkey was changed and the same was repeated. The fourth monkey was changed, resulting in the same, before the fifth was finally replaced as well.

By the end of the experiment, none of the original monkeys were left and yet, despite none of them ever experiencing the cold, wet, spray, they had all learned never to try to climb the ladder and go for the bananas. If it was possible to ask the monkeys why they beat up on all those who attempted to climb the ladder, their most likely answer would be “I don’t know. It’s just how things are done around here.”

Does that sound at all familiar?

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Thursday, March 26, 2015

Alone doesn't mean lonely

Being alone doesn't mean you feel lonely.

And being with many people doesn't guarantee that you won't feel lonely.


Wednesday, March 25, 2015

Monday, March 23, 2015

Monday, March 16, 2015

Daisy

The silence gets torn to shreds
And the time has come
For us to set sail
It’s a journey we have to make

On this long voyage, all I can see is your soul
Blossoming beautifully
Over the rainbow

I can see it bringing joy to people’s lives
Can you see it too?
I’m sure you can

Let’s paint over all the mistakes we’ve made
Try and try again until we succeed
Let’s paint a fresh future together
With our hopes and dreams

I never said goodbye
And I never will

Stereo Dive Foundation - Daisy


Friday, March 13, 2015

Good vs Evil

Good vs Evil
Love vs Hate
Joy vs Sorrow
Happiness vs Sadness
Laugher vs Tears
Trust vs Doubt
Patience vs Anger
Humble vs Arrogant
Peace vs Chaos
Compassion vs Bitterness
Forgiveness vs Revenge
Kindness vs Cruelty
Honesty vs Lies
Loyalty vs Betrayal
Generosity vs Greed
Self-control vs Sin

Can this world be filled with more good instead of bad?

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Monday, February 23, 2015

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Thinking Out Loud



When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

Ed Sheeran - Thinking Out Loud

Music speaks what words cannot express

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Love can be the most wonderful feeling

Even as love brings wave after wave of sadness, despair and pain, love can still be the most wonderful feeling.

In times of darkness, love can create beautiful memories.
In times of disappointment, love can change a person for the better.

Love can be the reason or purpose to do something.
Love can be the motivation that drives you towards a goal.
Love can be the smile you make at the end of a horrible day.
Love can be the warm feeling within yourself.
Love can be the happiest memory ever.
Love can be the cure to the bitterness, anger and emptiness. 
Love can be the thing we look forward to.
Love can be the hope to carry on each day.
Love can be the most wonderful feeling.


Monday, February 2, 2015

Live with the bad things

Accidents, problems, troubles, misfortunes, disasters, chaos, tragedies, suffering, hardship.

All these bad things are bound to happen. Most of them will occur suddenly without any signal or warning as well as without any reason. It will leave us unprepared and unable to cope with.

Just out of the blue, at any time, at any place.

And we have no choice but to accept them and live with them.

Friday, January 30, 2015

Sugar



I'm hurting, baby, I'm broken down
I need your loving, loving
I need it now
When I'm without you
I'm something weak
You got me begging, begging
I'm on my knees

I don't wanna be needing your love
I just wanna be deep in your love
And it's killing me when you're away, ooh, baby,
'Cause I really don't care where you are
I just wanna be there where you are
And I gotta get one little taste

Sugar
Yes, please
Won't you come and put it down on me?
I'm right here, 'cause I need
Little love and little sympathy
Yeah, you show me good loving
Make it alright
Need a little sweetness in my life
Sugar
Yes, please
Won't you come and put it down on me?

My broken pieces
You pick them up
Don't leave me hanging, hanging
Come give me some
When I'm without ya
I'm so insecure
You are the one thing, one thing
I'm living for

I don't wanna be needing your love
I just wanna be deep in your love
And it's killing me when you're away, ooh, baby,
'Cause I really don't care where you are
I just wanna be there where you are
And I gotta get one little taste

Sugar
Yes, please
Won't you come and put it down on me?
I'm right here,
'cause I need
Little love and little sympathy
Yeah, you show me good loving
Make it alright
Need a little sweetness in my life
Sugar! (Sugar!)
Yes, please (Yes, please)
Won't you come and put it down on me?

Yeah
I want that red velvet
I want that sugar sweet
Don't let nobody touch it
Unless that somebody's me
I gotta be a man
There ain't no other way
'Cause girl you're hotter than a southern California day

I don't wanna play no games
I don't gotta be afraid
Don't give me all that shy shit
No make-up on
That's my

Sugar
Yes, please
Won't you come and put it down on me (down on me!)?
I'm right here (right here), 'cause I need ('cause I need)
Little love and little sympathy
So, baby, you show me good loving
Make it alright
Need a little sweetness in my life
Sugar! (Sugar!)
Yes, please (Yes, please)
Won't you come and put it down on me?

Sugar
Yes, please
Won't you come and put it down on me?
I'm right here, 'cause I need
Little love and little sympathy
Yeah, you show me good loving
Make it alright
Need a little sweetness in my life
Sugar
Yes, please
Won't you come and put it down on me?

Maroon 5 - Sugar

Music speaks what words cannot express

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Love can be the most hurtful feeling

Loving someone can be hurtful.

We can get hurt by loving someone who doesn't love you back.
We can get hurt by loving someone who falls out of love with you.
We can get hurt by loving someone who will not be around anymore.
We can get hurt by loving someone who has already left you.
We can get hurt by loving someone who has forgotten you.

We can get hurt by watching the person we love suffer and be in pain.
We can get hurt by watching the person we love love someone else.
We can get hurt by unrequited love.

Love can cause pain not only to yourself, but to the people around you.
Loving someone might cause problems and issues that have to be brought up and dealt with.
Loving someone might cause relationships to change and even break down.

Loving someone might cause another person that loves you to get hurt.
What if we love someone and another person loves us?
If that is true, at least one person will suffer when you love another.
We suffer by loving them even though they love someone else.

We only feel hurtful, sad and despair because we love so much.

So why do we love if love can be the most hurtful feeling?


Thursday, January 22, 2015

Searching for the unknown

Without a destination to go

Without a plan in mind

Without a route to take

Without a map to browse

Without a guide for guidance

Without a path to follow

Just still searching for the unknown.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Monday, January 5, 2015

A place to belong

Here I am

still lost within the forest

still trapped inside a maze

still stranded on an island

still alone with no place to go

still running after the unknown

still chasing after the unobtainable

still reaching for the clouds

still searching for a place to belong.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Happy new year 2015

Let's take a moment to reflect on all that has happened in 2014.

The good and the bad.

Cherish the good memories and blessings.

Mature from the successes and the fortune.

Treasure the gifts and things that we received.

Bloom from the life experiences and events.

Remember the lost and the sacrifices.

Learn from the pain and disasters.

Grow from the lessons and failures.

Appreciate loves one that were there for us no matter how hard it was.