Friday, April 15, 2011
Just So You Know
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here
Been waiting here
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know
Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know
Music speaks what words cannot express
Thursday, April 14, 2011
2 Major Decisions
It is currently the time in my life where I have 2 major decisions to make...
Now that foundation will be over, I have to choose my degree choice. However, until now, I still haven't decided on what to take yet. It's not something easy for me to choose from; unlike other people who have a passion for something like looking after children, have an aim to be a successful doctor, have a whole family with a similar career path to follow on their footsteps, or have a talent like drawing.
I'm still trying to find the correct path to walk on.
It is this feeling again. A feeling I can't control. No matter how much I tried to avoid it, I just couldn't do so.
So I've made my decision on this. I want to try my best and appreciate every chance that comes my way; so that no matter what the outcome is, I can look back at it without regret, for I know that I have at least tried. I've learnt from my mistakes. I've learnt from what I did and what I didn't do.
I admire him for going all out without caring what other people think and say. I'm trying to learn from that. Trying not to care what the world will think or say and not letting gossip bring me down again.
I've made my decision on this. Now is just waiting for the time to come.
Now that foundation will be over, I have to choose my degree choice. However, until now, I still haven't decided on what to take yet. It's not something easy for me to choose from; unlike other people who have a passion for something like looking after children, have an aim to be a successful doctor, have a whole family with a similar career path to follow on their footsteps, or have a talent like drawing.
I'm still trying to find the correct path to walk on.
***
It is this feeling again. A feeling I can't control. No matter how much I tried to avoid it, I just couldn't do so.
So I've made my decision on this. I want to try my best and appreciate every chance that comes my way; so that no matter what the outcome is, I can look back at it without regret, for I know that I have at least tried. I've learnt from my mistakes. I've learnt from what I did and what I didn't do.
I admire him for going all out without caring what other people think and say. I'm trying to learn from that. Trying not to care what the world will think or say and not letting gossip bring me down again.
I've made my decision on this. Now is just waiting for the time to come.
Ghost Must Be Crazy
Went out with Sam and JX yesterday afternoon after they asked to see movie.
Ghost Must Be Crazy
It is a Singapore movie. The languages used in the movie include Malay, English, Mandarin and Hokkien. It is actually a comedy movie, however, there are several parts of the movie which will give some scares (due to the scary sound effects). There are 2 different stories in the movie itself. I think the 2nd story is nicer than the 1st. Overall, it is a good movie if you really want to laugh at stupid and lame comedy without caring much of the story. Not my kind of movie though.
Maybe a 6.5/10 rating from me?
Went to Sushi King to eat today because of the RM2 per plate promotion for members, which my friend is. I'm not a big fan of sushi but I do like certain dishes like the tempura prawn XD.
Went to JX house in the night. Played guitar (trying to play for me), sang along and then watched them play HoN. Still trying to learn how to play the song on the guitar.
Thanks to Rick for sending me back.
Ghost Must Be Crazy
It is a Singapore movie. The languages used in the movie include Malay, English, Mandarin and Hokkien. It is actually a comedy movie, however, there are several parts of the movie which will give some scares (due to the scary sound effects). There are 2 different stories in the movie itself. I think the 2nd story is nicer than the 1st. Overall, it is a good movie if you really want to laugh at stupid and lame comedy without caring much of the story. Not my kind of movie though.
Maybe a 6.5/10 rating from me?
***
Went to Sushi King to eat today because of the RM2 per plate promotion for members, which my friend is. I'm not a big fan of sushi but I do like certain dishes like the tempura prawn XD.
Went to JX house in the night. Played guitar (trying to play for me), sang along and then watched them play HoN. Still trying to learn how to play the song on the guitar.
Thanks to Rick for sending me back.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
End of semester 3
Friday, 8/4/11 was the last day of semester 3, and also the last day of my foundation course (provided I don't fail any of my subjects in sem 3). The next day and the following Monday was days that my final exam took place. I'll write about the exams first before going on to the overview of the subjects.
Final exams
Statistics had TONS of formulas to remember for the final exam. Fortunately, the exam wasn't really as hard as most people said it would be.
Business Principles had lots of things to remember too, including a few formulas in the accounting chapter. There were many subjective questions to answer in the exam with limited time. It was kinda hard and I answered some question based on my opinions rather than using business terms. Oh well...
Internet Principles. It was quite funny in the exam room. People starting leaving the exam room early after finish doing their exam since there weren't many question that require endless writing (like business exam). When I left around 3.43pm (about 17 minutes before the time's up) there were only 2 other student in the room. LOL. I think I used mostly my general knowledge to answer most of the questions.
Subjects overview
Statistics
The subject was probably my favourite out of the 3 subjects. Its nice to learn some Maths again (don't hate me for saying that). In my opinion, I don't think this subject is as hard as Add Maths. The only problem about doing Stats is remembering the formulas, steps and choosing the right step to solve the question. Most of the question basically requires almost similar steps to solve it. Therefore, unlike Add Maths, it doesn't require as much thinking and brain cracking.
The lecturer often reminded me of myself. The blur blur kind. LOL. Anyway, he was quite good though his teaching can sometimes be a bit too slow. He always seem to be in a good mood though and there is no pressure in his class.
Business Principles.
Though there were many terms to remember and understand, they were somehow related to daily lives too. There were some parts that I like and some parts which I dislike. I like the Fugu fish discussion XD.
This lecturer is probably one of the kindest lecturer. He hardly ever scolds even though the students are noisy in class (he will just tell them off in a serious way). Besides that, whenever students come late into his class (even if an hour late), he will welcome them in and say "come on in." Haha. I will probably remember how he said that forever XD. He really is good. He even allowed my group presentation to be postponed to the following week because one of my member could not make it in time. No marks deducted at all! Sometimes, his lecturers can be quite boring though. At least he does try to make jokes. And I really like it when he tells stories about his life experience.
Internet Principles
AKA Computer Principles 2. Except this was mostly about internet related stuff. The 2 web designing assignments (1 using Dreamweaver, 1 using Flash) were really a big headache for me. Besides that, the subject was ok, though the lecturers can be boring too. Fortunately, the lecturer is really funny and especially when he makes jokes.
Overall a decent semester with good lecturers. Since foundation is over, I'm going to miss all my friends. It's not easy to choose the right people to be friends with. But after a year, it is time to move on. I will remember the memories of my first year in college and how much I learned and changed since Form 5.
Time waits for nobody.
Final exams
Statistics had TONS of formulas to remember for the final exam. Fortunately, the exam wasn't really as hard as most people said it would be.
Business Principles had lots of things to remember too, including a few formulas in the accounting chapter. There were many subjective questions to answer in the exam with limited time. It was kinda hard and I answered some question based on my opinions rather than using business terms. Oh well...
Internet Principles. It was quite funny in the exam room. People starting leaving the exam room early after finish doing their exam since there weren't many question that require endless writing (like business exam). When I left around 3.43pm (about 17 minutes before the time's up) there were only 2 other student in the room. LOL. I think I used mostly my general knowledge to answer most of the questions.
Subjects overview
Statistics
The subject was probably my favourite out of the 3 subjects. Its nice to learn some Maths again (don't hate me for saying that). In my opinion, I don't think this subject is as hard as Add Maths. The only problem about doing Stats is remembering the formulas, steps and choosing the right step to solve the question. Most of the question basically requires almost similar steps to solve it. Therefore, unlike Add Maths, it doesn't require as much thinking and brain cracking.
The lecturer often reminded me of myself. The blur blur kind. LOL. Anyway, he was quite good though his teaching can sometimes be a bit too slow. He always seem to be in a good mood though and there is no pressure in his class.
Business Principles.
Though there were many terms to remember and understand, they were somehow related to daily lives too. There were some parts that I like and some parts which I dislike. I like the Fugu fish discussion XD.
This lecturer is probably one of the kindest lecturer. He hardly ever scolds even though the students are noisy in class (he will just tell them off in a serious way). Besides that, whenever students come late into his class (even if an hour late), he will welcome them in and say "come on in." Haha. I will probably remember how he said that forever XD. He really is good. He even allowed my group presentation to be postponed to the following week because one of my member could not make it in time. No marks deducted at all! Sometimes, his lecturers can be quite boring though. At least he does try to make jokes. And I really like it when he tells stories about his life experience.
Internet Principles
AKA Computer Principles 2. Except this was mostly about internet related stuff. The 2 web designing assignments (1 using Dreamweaver, 1 using Flash) were really a big headache for me. Besides that, the subject was ok, though the lecturers can be boring too. Fortunately, the lecturer is really funny and especially when he makes jokes.
***
Overall a decent semester with good lecturers. Since foundation is over, I'm going to miss all my friends. It's not easy to choose the right people to be friends with. But after a year, it is time to move on. I will remember the memories of my first year in college and how much I learned and changed since Form 5.
Time waits for nobody.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Fix You
*lyrics on the video contain some error. Correct lyrics are below.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Coldplay - Fix You
Music speaks what words cannot express
***
Everyone has a past...
But remember the good memories and let the bad memories be just a blur.
Appreciate today and look forward to each coming day with hope.
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery; today is a gift, that's why it is call present.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Frustrating and emo night
One of the worse night ever.
Spent most of the night suffering by completing my Internet Principles assignment - creating a website using Flash program. It's the errors and technical problems that makes me want to punch somebody or something. So frustrating!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
Glee Cast - Somewhere Only We Know
Music speaks what words cannot express
Thinking too much again. But with the recent activities, it is hard not to think and ponder...
Spent most of the night suffering by completing my Internet Principles assignment - creating a website using Flash program. It's the errors and technical problems that makes me want to punch somebody or something. So frustrating!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
***
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
Glee Cast - Somewhere Only We Know
Music speaks what words cannot express
***
Thinking too much again. But with the recent activities, it is hard not to think and ponder...
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Falling Slowly
I don't know you
but I want you
all the more for that
Words fall through me
and always fool me
and I can't react
Games that never amount
to more than they're meant
will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat
and point it home
we've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
you have a choice
you've made it now
Falling slowly
eyes that know me
and I can't go back
Moods that take me
and erase me
and I'm painted black
Well you have suffered enough
and warred with yourself
it's time that you've won
Take this sinking boat
and point it home
we've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
you have a choice
you've made it now
Falling slowly
sing your melody
I'll sing along
Oh I'll sing along
Take this sinking boat
(I don't know you)
and point it home
(but I want you)
we've still got time
Lee DeWyze and Crystal Bowersox - Falling Slowly
Music speaks what words cannot express
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