Sometimes I just want to disappear

Let Me Love You (Until You Learn To Love Yourself)

Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way that you feel

Had no example of a love that was even remotely real

How can you understand something that you never had?

If you let me, I can help you out with all of that

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't be afraid, oh, I can help

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

A heart of numbness gets brought to life

I'll take you there

I can see the pain behind your eyes

It's been there for quite a while

I just wanna be the one to remind you what it is to smile

I would like to show you what true love can really do

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't be afraid, oh, I can help

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

A heart of numbness gets brought to life

I'll take you there

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't be afraid, oh, I can help

Glee Cast - Let Me Love You (Until You Learn To Love Yourself)

Music speaks what words cannot express

I'm torn

Sometimes, people change.
Peer pressure, expectations, responsibilities, roles, and positions can make people change.
Not only that, people change in order to fit in, to be accepted, to be loved, to get noticed, to reach a target, and to get what they want.
Maybe it is a change for the better. Then again, it can also be worse.

And sometimes, this change separates them from who they really are.
They lose a part of their true original self.
The contrast between the old and the new becomes bigger.

Until it becomes a fight on who you really are.
A clash between doing what you want and what you are expected of.

And that just tears you,
and leaves you torn.

If You Don't Know Me By Now

If you don't know me by now

All the things that we've been through

You should understand me like I understand you

Now girl I know the difference between right and wrong

I ain't gonna do nothing to break up our happy home

Don't get so excited when I come home a little late at night

Cause we only act like children when we argue fuss and fight

If you don't know me by now

You will never never never know me

[x2]

We've all got our own funny moods

I've got mine, baby you've got yours too

Just trust in me like I trust in you

As long as we've been together

It should be so easy to do

Just get yourself together

Or we might as well say goodbye

What good is a love affair

When you can't see eye to eye

If you don't know me by now

You will never never never know me

[x4]

Stephaine Ho - If You Don't Know Me By Now

Music speaks what words cannot express

Colour my world

Colour my world in pink. Immature and girlish; a blend of love and romance.

Colour my world in red. Love and anger, both strong emotions, together with desires and passion.

Colour my world in orange. Cheerfulness and brightness that fills the day.

Colour my world in yellow. The bright light that shines and brings hope.

Colour my world in green. The positive energy of nature and health.

Colour my world in blue. Clear blue of peace and strong sense of trust.

Colour my world in purple. A touch of fantasy, creativity and style.

Colour my world in brown. The earthly presence, with a matureness look.

Because my world is a dull colourless place.

Don't leave it in white. Clean and innocent as it may be, it is easily dirty. A cold world.

Don't leave it in gray. Dull and boring, a world of in between; neither light nor dark.

Don't leave it in black. Often associated with the dark side and buried with hidden secrets. A world of pain, mysteries and darkness.

So won't you come and colour my colourless world?

Beneath Your Beautiful

You tell all the boys "No"

Makes you feel good, yeah

I know you're out of my league

But that won't scare me away, oh, no

You've carried on so long

You couldn't stop if you tried it

You've built your wall so high

That no one could climb it

But I'm gonna try

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?

Would you let me see beneath your perfect?

Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girl

I wanna see inside

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?

You let all the girls go

Makes you feel good, don't it?

Behind your Broadway show

I heard a boy say, "Please, don't hurt me"

You've carried on so long

You couldn't stop if you tried it.

You've built your wall so high

That no one could climb it.

But I'm gonna try

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?

Would you let me see beneath your perfect?

Take it off now, boy, take it off now, boy

I wanna see inside

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight? 

Oh, tonight

See beneath, see beneath,

I...

Tonight

I...

I'm gonna climb on top your ivory tower

I'll hold your hand and then we'll jump right out

We'll be falling, falling but that's okay

'Cause I'll be right here

I just wanna know

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?

Would you let me see beneath your perfect?

Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girl (take it off now, boy, take it off now, boy)

'Cause I wanna see inside

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight? 

Oh, oh, oh, tonight

See beneath your beautiful, oh, tonight.

We ain't perfect, we ain't perfect, no.

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?

Labrinth ft. Emeli Sande - Beneath Your Beautiful

Music speaks what words cannot express

I Scream Chocolatl

It's time to say goodbye to the person I once was
In the palm of the hand held out to me
I turned the key in the lock of a little box
The bends in the road that I thought I knew
Each time I filled my cheeks with all those wounds and pain
In me, the envy and the passion
And the cold and the light
And the rejection and the hope
Knotted in my heart; I couldn't stand it
I screamed
This sweet, flowing, black emotion is like chocolatl
All my ideals are already burnt to ash
The word "weakling" won't stop ringing in my ears
I'm spilling over, full of myself
Find me

I Scream Chocolatl