Disappointed

Oh shit... Damn it!

A mixture of moods started boiling up in me. Sad, disappointment, anger, frustrated...

My heart has been beating so fast for the last couple of hours. But suddenly, it wasn't just as if it had stop beating, it felt as if my heart wasn't there at all. My brain seem to be working at slow motion. I faked a smile and managed to produce a small convincing laugh each time my friends joked. But each smile sent more pain to heart that doesn't seem to be there. I had to focus not to drift too far away from earth... too far away from the fact. I struggle hard to concentrate on real life, wanting and wishing to find a lonely spot to hide and to calm my mind...

Good luck tend to avoid me...

I plug in the earphones and automatically choose sad songs to be played all the way back.

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie

Cause you had a bad day

No hope no love no glory, no happy ending

When you try your best but you don't succeed

Tears stream down your face, I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Last driving lesson

At 2pm began my last driving lesson. I drove to Sungai Buloh faster this time, using gear 5, which was fun(except the fact that I nearly had an accident). Reached there, practiced all the exams again. I think I can do all of it without any problem. If I fail my driving exam, I'm going to blame bad luck.

So after 5 hours, concluded my driving lesson. I'm really glad I have a good driving instructor. Thanks a lot XD.

I'm going to miss that white Saga...

Happy double birthdays!!

Firstly, happy birthday to my dad. I will always love him and pray for him.

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At around 10am this morning, Jayden breathe his first breath which officially makes me an uncle. Omg sounds like I'm so old already -.- Hope his presence will bring lots of joys and love to everyone around him.

6 hours of learning driving

My sixth hour at the wheel began with driving from my house all the way to Sungai Buloh. The journey was alright with only slight traffic jam. I made it there in one piece after a little over an hour.

Learned about the on the road exam. I tried hard to remember to direction to take. After all, I'm quite bad at directions. After that, I practiced doing the other 3 exams - uphill, parking and 3 point turn. Still not perfect at any of them. I'm especially worried about the uphill exam.

Around 12 noon, I did all 4 of the exams with an examiner instead of my usual driving instructor beside me in the car. They said it was trial exam. Oh crap... Well, I'll think of it as training.

I drove up the hill... while panicking a little, I hit the brakes too early. I had to reverse back to try again(luckily it didn't count as fail) and managed to do it fine on my second try. At least I did better at parking and 3 point turn.

Next was on the road and fortunately there weren't many cars on the road. So I didn't really mess up much.

Oh and the engine dying curse still haunts me. I think the engine died about 3 or 4 times today. I swear the clutch is the main threat that might cause me to fail.

I drove back to KL slightly faster. I drove around 80km/h the most and I wanted to go even faster. But I think that beating the speed limit in a L car with a driving instructor beside you isn't a good idea. The traffic jam was worse than in the morning. It sucks to get stuck in a jam while driving a manual car. My left leg was worn out by the time I reached home at around 5 mins to 2pm.

Tired is an understatement... I'm completely exhausted from 6 hours of learning driving...

The Spy Next Door

Went to see The Spy Next Door with Vic today in Times Square.

It was quite funny. As expected, it was another good Jackie Chan movie. There was action and comedy in it. Not to mention combine with a few cool gadgets. The kids acting are very good too. The funny acting mistakes shown at the end of the movie is a bonus.

A good movie. 8/10

Vampire's Assistant

It was half day work today. Upon getting an invitation, I went to Time Square in the afternoon to see Vampire's Assistant with Rick and Huey. Haha I become lamp post XD.

The movie was ok only. I expected it to be better since the trailer was good. The story line was bad and the ending was horrible, in fact there was no ending to the movie at all. They left it hanging half way. There are many characters(or more likely freaks) in the movie. They are a bit interesting and freaky at the same time.

At least the movie was funny in some parts. The acting was good too.

Did they copy Twilight or what? Vampires that carry people on their back as they 'fly'? Good vampires that don't want to drink human blood? Yea... sounds a lot like Twilight. The movie reminds me of Twilight...

Well overall, I'll give it a 6.5/10

Education Fair

Went to the Education Fair in Kuala Lumpur Convention Center this morning with my mum. We reached about 10.45am - 15 mins before the fair starts. But there were quite many people waiting already.

So, I collected lots of brochures and got some info about the courses. But I'm still as blur as ever. Not sure which college to go or which course to take. But it most probably will be Accounting or Finance or Accounting and Finance.

I saw one of my primary school classmate there. He called out my full Chinese name(something which I haven't heard for years...) as I wave and smiled. I couldn't remember his name... In fact, I couldn't remember much of my childhood memories...

Didn't see anyone else which I recognise.

So many courses. Confusing... -.-