Your reminder

I lose focus in everything anybody says to me, when my eyes spot the only thing I look for. You.

In a room full of people, you are the first I look for.

I can't even pretend to concentrate on anything else when you smile at me.

You are the only thing that matters when I am with you.

That's why I try to pay attention to all the things related to you, even the little things.

Maybe that's why I noticed the things that you need help with or need to be reminded about.

Besides missing you whenever I am not with you, I am also worried about you.

Worried about how you are doing and worried about your safety.

I am worried because your reminder is not there with you; watching over you, looking after you, helping you, caring for you, protecting you.

Knowing that the person you truly love is fine and safe can wash away the sadness from missing the person.

Stay safe always.

And don't think too much.

Don't think too much, you'll think your whole life away. Just stop, close your eyes, & follow your heart. I guarantee you, it knows the way.

They don't know a thing about what we've been through. Don't let them bring you down, hold my hand. I'll never let you go.

I miss you ♥

Look after my heart — I've left it with you.

And I am still here.

Best day with you so far

Another day that began badly.

Another bad day that turn out to be better, much better.

There's no other reason except you.

You made my day again.

I wish time would stop when it was just me and you.

It seem so perfect. Just the two of us. No disturbance, no interruption, no fears. Just our own privacy and space to talk whatever we want.

You are my top priority and I have no regrets on the decisions that I made.

Without a doubt, today is the best day spent with you so far. Well except for the cheating death part XD. I will try my best to protect you and keep you safe.

Being with you is like having every single one of my wishes come true.

Truth is, if I could be with anyone, it would still be you. Every time. ♥

I have liked many but loved very few. Yet no-one has ever came close to what I felt for you.

God, our Father, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name, Amen.

Mid term exam / I am still here

Mid term exam was just over today and it seem so insignificant.

In fact, everything else doesn't seem to matter much.

What matters the most is you.

No matter how busy I am, I will still make time for you.

I am here for you. I mean every single word that I say. And because I mean them, I will do them.

I will try my best to be there for you whenever you need me. I will continue to be there for you. I will continue to prove to you.

It doesn't matter how long you've known each other. What matters is who said "I'll be here for you" and proved it.

It doesn't matter what others think or say. What they think or say is not important. Don't let anything anyone say affect you. They can gossip and talk, but they don't know our story.

To people who don't know us, we look like the perfect couple. I think everyone see's it. Everyone except you.

And remember that you are definitely loved and appreciated by me.

I didn't choose you, my heart did. ♥

To Love & To Be Loved = Priceless feeling.

Love is never easy and distance doesn't make it any easier by any means, but it does make you realize what you want, what you need and most importantly realizing that one person you don't mind missing because it's the one person you can't live without.

And I am still here.

Thanks for caring

Thanks for listening. You made me feel much better =)

Thanks for caring ♥

And remember that I too will be here whenever you need anything.

I'm just a phone call away. It isn't much but that's the best we have right now.

We might be far apart, but you are right here in my heart ♥

Feelings that are not mutual

So here I am, blogging again, when my heart can no longer handle it.

I wonder if you will ever read this. I'm not going to tell you about this post, because although it is about you, I am not sure whether I would want you to read it.

Then again, even if you do read it, you wouldn't be able to understand it fully without my explanations XD

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Sometimes, I am tempted to give up. Not because I want to, but because you don't seem to want me like how I want you.

Sometimes, when I give everything, when I am willing to sacrifice everything and risk everything for you, I started to expect you to do the same for me.

These expectations often lead to disappointments.

And because of that, I often wonder if what I am doing is right.

Often, I have to remind myself that just because you are everything to me, the feeling is not necessary mutual for you.

I realized that I am always lining behind a long queue to reach you. And I don't like that at all =(

You know I am selfish and I get jealous easily.

Then again, I realized that you are not mine.

Sometimes, I wonder whether it is worth it to do so much and get nothing in return. But then, I think of you and I am ready to go all out again.

You will still be my number 1 priority, even if I am not at the top for you.

I don't care if I'm invisible to everyone. All I want is to be noticed by you.

I̶̶ ̶̶l̶̶i̶̶k̶̶e̶̶ ̶̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶. I love you ♥

I'm still waiting and wishing for my dream to become a reality.

One of my favourite memory

I really enjoyed today.

I can only hope that there will be days that are just as enjoyable like today, if not better.

These are the moments that are so wonderful being just with you.

This morning is one of my top favourite memory with you.

You made my day again ♥