God, our Father, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name, Amen.

Mid term exam / I am still here

Mid term exam was just over today and it seem so insignificant.

In fact, everything else doesn't seem to matter much.

What matters the most is you.

No matter how busy I am, I will still make time for you.

I am here for you. I mean every single word that I say. And because I mean them, I will do them.

I will try my best to be there for you whenever you need me. I will continue to be there for you. I will continue to prove to you.

It doesn't matter how long you've known each other. What matters is who said "I'll be here for you" and proved it.

It doesn't matter what others think or say. What they think or say is not important. Don't let anything anyone say affect you. They can gossip and talk, but they don't know our story.

To people who don't know us, we look like the perfect couple. I think everyone see's it. Everyone except you.

And remember that you are definitely loved and appreciated by me.

I didn't choose you, my heart did. ♥

To Love & To Be Loved = Priceless feeling.

Love is never easy and distance doesn't make it any easier by any means, but it does make you realize what you want, what you need and most importantly realizing that one person you don't mind missing because it's the one person you can't live without.

And I am still here.

Thanks for caring

Thanks for listening. You made me feel much better =)

Thanks for caring ♥

And remember that I too will be here whenever you need anything.

I'm just a phone call away. It isn't much but that's the best we have right now.

We might be far apart, but you are right here in my heart ♥

Feelings that are not mutual

So here I am, blogging again, when my heart can no longer handle it.

I wonder if you will ever read this. I'm not going to tell you about this post, because although it is about you, I am not sure whether I would want you to read it.

Then again, even if you do read it, you wouldn't be able to understand it fully without my explanations XD

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Sometimes, I am tempted to give up. Not because I want to, but because you don't seem to want me like how I want you.

Sometimes, when I give everything, when I am willing to sacrifice everything and risk everything for you, I started to expect you to do the same for me.

These expectations often lead to disappointments.

And because of that, I often wonder if what I am doing is right.

Often, I have to remind myself that just because you are everything to me, the feeling is not necessary mutual for you.

I realized that I am always lining behind a long queue to reach you. And I don't like that at all =(

You know I am selfish and I get jealous easily.

Then again, I realized that you are not mine.

Sometimes, I wonder whether it is worth it to do so much and get nothing in return. But then, I think of you and I am ready to go all out again.

You will still be my number 1 priority, even if I am not at the top for you.

I don't care if I'm invisible to everyone. All I want is to be noticed by you.

I̶̶ ̶̶l̶̶i̶̶k̶̶e̶̶ ̶̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶. I love you ♥

I'm still waiting and wishing for my dream to become a reality.

One of my favourite memory

I really enjoyed today.

I can only hope that there will be days that are just as enjoyable like today, if not better.

These are the moments that are so wonderful being just with you.

This morning is one of my top favourite memory with you.

You made my day again ♥

A Prayer

I haven't been praying too often lately with so many things happening in my life. Upon seeing Diane again, she really encouraged me to pray more and read the bible. I can't say that I can do the 2nd part (I'm afraid that I'm not a super religious Christian), but praying is what I can do.

So I'm taking time out to offer a prayer now.

Dear God,

Thank you for touching Diane's life and I hope that she will continue to touch more people's life as she spread your word.

Thank you for being with my family and continue to watch over us and guide us through each day.

Thank you for my friends who keep me company and give me things to laugh about and I hope that you will help them in the times of need.

I ask that you help me in my degree life, from mixing with the right people to doing well in my studies. I ask that you will give me strength to pass every challenge.

Finally, I thank you for letting me meet her, where each day seems easier to live through with her. I hope that everything will turn out to be better for both of us. I hope that she will always love life.

Amen.

Come Back To Me

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me

David Cook - Come Back To Me

Music speaks what words cannot express

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Nothing has change.

I still love you just as much, if not more.

It's a feeling that I never planned. And now, I am not going to stop half way.

The best things in life are worth waiting for, and I am pretty sure you are one of those things. Just don't keep me waiting too long.

I will wait. Even though it might hurt along the way. I will still wait. Not forever but as long as I can.

It's hard to wait on something u know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything u want.

Waiting...

Until the mind is clear and determine, and the heart is true and sincere.

Until you decided what you want, naturally, without any doubts.

I wish that we could be something. I wish that you needed me like I do. But basically, I wish that I don't have to wish for you.

But for now, let's go back to the happy days again.

Because I love every single moment that I spend with you.

I love you (: I miss you - these might be simple words, but baby it's really what I feel for you.

I love you more then words can tell. ♥